The very moment he saw her picture, he felt mesmerized with
her lovely face and she fascinated towards him from the magic in his words. He e-mailed her to get to know the woman behind that devastating
exquisiteness and after conversing with her he discovered that they have things
in common, even after barely knowing her she makes him feel amazing and even
with the combination of intelligence and grace she does not present an attitude
that she is snooty.
By the time their personal information was exchanged he found a way to message and call her anytime he wants, then the next day he had the retrograde amnesia of everything that had transpired between the two of them, he feels sick in the head and he doesn't want this treasure to know something that really isn’t him, so he sends her a message revealing his whole situation, because to this woman he doesn’t want to maintain a constant front.
By the time their personal information was exchanged he found a way to message and call her anytime he wants, then the next day he had the retrograde amnesia of everything that had transpired between the two of them, he feels sick in the head and he doesn't want this treasure to know something that really isn’t him, so he sends her a message revealing his whole situation, because to this woman he doesn’t want to maintain a constant front.
Days go by after revealing who he really was, he sees her log
online, but the fear that is inside him makes him not want to contact her, so he
stays distant and far. Finally, when he can’t hold back his feelings for this
woman that had just recently captivated his heart, he bravely e-mailed her with
a passive statement asking her how she is doing, he needs to communicate with
her so badly, but the paranoia and fear keeps him apart. A day later he receives
a message back from her, she doesn’t appear to be distant which he finds rather
shocking, she knows everything about him and she is not running away scared,
and he sends a message back and once again his heart begins to stir.
He asks, “Did you read the messages that I sent you?” Yes”
she replies, all that fear is gone and he makes a safe mental landing, then in
a flash of thoughts he realizes that not only is she intelligent, beautiful,
and artistic, but she is also understanding.
She doesn’t judge him for who he is; he is just a human being with a big heart in her eyes, and after that moment of realization he realizes that she maybe distant in another state, and that her personality shines brighter than any star. One may feel like they are damaged goods, which leads people to not put out their cards on the table, but he just learned that there are women out there that are understanding and are not lost in the judgmental woods.
For those of you that have lost hope in finding someone that will accept who you are, the trick is to feel very thankful and to stop looking, Cause when you are in that state of gratitude, you become a person who only wants to stay on the giviving end, not like most of the people out there on the reciving end, looking and witing for love . When you become grateful it takes over your life, and you can't find enough opportunities in a day to give. You give joy, you give love, you give money, you give appreciation, you give compliments, and you give kindness. You give the best of yourself in your job, in your relationships, and to strangers.
You will know when you have really found true gratitude, because you will become a giver. One who is truly grateful cannot be anything else. Then soon you find her in your proximity, and not so distant that your passion is squandered, because they are not far. Don’t lose hope and don’t let your passion refrain, because that person is out there with a beautiful mind and soul as yours.
She doesn’t judge him for who he is; he is just a human being with a big heart in her eyes, and after that moment of realization he realizes that she maybe distant in another state, and that her personality shines brighter than any star. One may feel like they are damaged goods, which leads people to not put out their cards on the table, but he just learned that there are women out there that are understanding and are not lost in the judgmental woods.
For those of you that have lost hope in finding someone that will accept who you are, the trick is to feel very thankful and to stop looking, Cause when you are in that state of gratitude, you become a person who only wants to stay on the giviving end, not like most of the people out there on the reciving end, looking and witing for love . When you become grateful it takes over your life, and you can't find enough opportunities in a day to give. You give joy, you give love, you give money, you give appreciation, you give compliments, and you give kindness. You give the best of yourself in your job, in your relationships, and to strangers.
You will know when you have really found true gratitude, because you will become a giver. One who is truly grateful cannot be anything else. Then soon you find her in your proximity, and not so distant that your passion is squandered, because they are not far. Don’t lose hope and don’t let your passion refrain, because that person is out there with a beautiful mind and soul as yours.
